dear boo,
i walked past your piso today, sat and had a shwarma in plaça george orwell, hoping to see you walk by, but to no avail. i don't even know if you still live there. i suspect that you do not, but it makes me feel good to go there anyway because your spirit still walks in that place and i can feel it. and sometimes i need that presence. you used to tell me that when i made you laugh, you knew i would say the same things even if you were not there, that i would say things not to perform, but that's just who i was. i never said, no, i only say those things to make you laugh. i even thought, she's right, i would say that even if i were alone. well, i was wrong. i never say things to make anyone laugh any more, especially myself. there is no joy in my life, and that is a sad state of existance. i hope to find happiness again, i'm just not sure if the old sources still hold true for me.
anyway, i need to get some sleep. it's almost half-past midnight. i hope you find yourself well and in good spirits.
love,
boo
i walked past your piso today, sat and had a shwarma in plaça george orwell, hoping to see you walk by, but to no avail. i don't even know if you still live there. i suspect that you do not, but it makes me feel good to go there anyway because your spirit still walks in that place and i can feel it. and sometimes i need that presence. you used to tell me that when i made you laugh, you knew i would say the same things even if you were not there, that i would say things not to perform, but that's just who i was. i never said, no, i only say those things to make you laugh. i even thought, she's right, i would say that even if i were alone. well, i was wrong. i never say things to make anyone laugh any more, especially myself. there is no joy in my life, and that is a sad state of existance. i hope to find happiness again, i'm just not sure if the old sources still hold true for me.
anyway, i need to get some sleep. it's almost half-past midnight. i hope you find yourself well and in good spirits.
love,
boo